its just so nice...
....to feel so relaxed and unstressed. I really can't or shouldn't complain about this Coronavirus "staycation." Yes, I've returned to work - part time - slowly but surely we'll truly open again. Also, educating myself to the real issues of the world and our country, and this time helps me to fully see outward and live a loving life. I know I'll still make mistakes - we all will, we live in a fallen world, one that can never be perfect but can always be better.
I have lessened burdens and given up a hold on things that I can't control, other peoples perceptions I can't help, and accept my flaws and perfections equally. I've made new friends and some long-time friends are growing stronger. And a big one as I've already shared is I have no financial burden.
A friend recently asked if I was doing good. I said I was. They didn't believe me and accused me of not telling the truth. But I really am. Better than I think I have ever been. And how cool is it to think that life can be better than this?! I mean, I'd still like to date again and meet the one meant for me; I'd still like to have kids (naturally or adopted); I want my 2 labs (or rescues) one day; a newer car that I've researched and chosen paid in cash; my own home that reflects me; and true financial independence that I can give generously and often.
But am I happy? Yes. Am I unburdened with things I can't control? Yes. Will I mess up again? Yes. Will I get up quicker? Absolutely, every time.
So after my weekly Monday grocery trip and lunch, I'll get out and about again today. I don't think I'll go all the way to Monterey today but I'll definitely take a drive somewhere, take another walk today, and just be with God's creation. And I'll smile and wave to everyone I can.
Have a great , y'all!
Tiffany
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