Who I am...
So I think I've told the people closest to me the following: I'm dating again. Technically, I started back in March when I spent just under $400 for a year with eharmony. I figured since I had nothing better to do, could see that I would pay off my debts by the end of quarantine (a 3.5 year feat), and was in a good place mentally and emotionally, that it was time to enter back into the dating arena - which those who know me know I kinda hate. Yes, I'd like a man to hold me when I go to sleep at night, and to usher with me into our twilight years, and kids to wake me up at the wrong hours of the night - but its so much more for me than that. But to understand that I have to reveal a bit that will make me very vulnerable (but if you read my eharmony page or any of these blogs, you'll already know that) so here goes... I am a bad dater. Its not that I'm awkward or not confident, but I don't always know how to have a conversation unless its "conversational&quo